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Perimortem

 

Dying beside your folding kayak
After four good hours on the bay
You finally felt your thoughts collect
Then pump frantically away.

Your blood pooled inside your mind
A mind so fine all ideas violated it
A mind for the last time
Immersed in thought.

Thought about the water, the dock, the history
Of your wanting to live near a bay,
Your wanting islands in a bay.
A settlement off the coast of Washington.

 

You always kicked things to the next level.
Thoughts about thoughts about thoughts.
A kind of cerebral prinking, it seemed to me.

Now you can barely take in the gray plank
By your head. The shaking hand
Of your companion, cupping your neck.

Margaret Soltan, November 29, 2012 8:25AM
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5 Responses to “Poem.”

  1. Contingent Cassandra Says:

    Nice. Not the situation, of course (though there are worse ways to go; it sounds hardest on the companion), but the expression.

  2. Margaret Soltan Says:

    Contingent Cassandra: Many thanks.

  3. Lisa Beth Durham Says:

    I just chanced to look at your site today and saw your poignant poem, which is presumably about our Kayaksky.

    Lisa

  4. janet gool Says:

    I also saw this, and Lisa sent me a copy as well. Very moving. I didn’t realize the first time I read it that it was yours
    Janet

  5. Kushal Poddar Says:

    Today I found your space by chance. And to read this poem about the craving (your wanting to live near a bay,
    Your wanting islands in a bay.) and the cold(Now you can barely take in the gray plank)! It freezes a moment while exploring the phrase life passing before your eyes.

    Kushal Poddar

    http://www.udemy.com/u/kushalpoddar/

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